Mood mood..datanglah August 15, 2008

Location: Coffee Bean, SACC, Status: Alone while waiting for my sis 2 get her facial done.

I’m so not in the mood now even though my convocation was held last Monday. Haish. Assignment yg berlambak2, period yang berbuak buak, surrounding yang menyakitkan hati, exam yang celah2 corner saja. Hrm…is it just my emotion? tolongla tolongla good mood datang. At this moment, i’ll pretend that everything is Okay. Thats what peoples’ do right? Being positive all the time but its not. This is what we have to admit that life has its pro & cons, +ve & -ve etc..haishh..tengok2..aku da start jadi melodramatic .I believe this is only for a while.Hope that i’ll be okay after my therapy session nantik. Haishh.. =|

My wish list:-

1) Kak Aimy ku sayang berada di samping ku

2) Beach, helps me to breath well

3) Facial that helps me to prevent those black head

4) Seorang kawan yang benar2 boleh diharap, Aimi Liyana please!

5) Doa dari ibu bapa

 

More Updates to come! July 31, 2008

Konichiwa! Watashi no namae wa Ameria desu. O genki desuka?

*wink* haik!those above have something to do with my previous activity that i attended last weekend. Well well well. Its been 7 weeks have passed me by,didnt realize that i’ve become older n older but younger inside,hahaha.I tend to become more n more secretive n sensitive over this few weeks n i dunno why.

One of the many-many reasons!!!

- the packed schedule

- decrease in pocket money ^_^

- many2 assignment (magazine marketing plan,accounting etc)

- physically appearance

- aiyoo n many2 more…

But yeah,tomorrow is d beginning of mid semester break which i assume that my time will spend for assignments. N tomorrow morning i’ve to rush to klia,fetching my lousy sister who off from working for 15days. I should stopped now or else my boss will get angry for being late for meeting.Will update this post,SOON!

B for Beta June 25, 2008

Aduh people!I’m back for degree level in Cyberjaya campus.After 2 trimester of menganggur n finishing up my bloody fyp project for diploma,now I’m back for new semester of degree level.Everything is pretty much new to me,the environment,students,the places,weather owh Gosh tell me bout it ,lecturers and people around , except for my former housemate,Cheah.We are roommates now!!I’m missing my time in Melaka,gf’s,friends,bau2 Melaka,tikus jalanan,hahaha..Jusco,MP,Kedai Loji n the crowd of Melaka MMU’s.However,I’m trying my best in adjusting the new life n experience in Cyber.Nothing much interesting bout Cyber,except the fact that I can go back home anytime I want.Currently I’m staying with Cheah n others in Cyberia, some people kecoh2 bout Acha Septriasa tinggal disitu juga ,n it took us 2minutes drive to campus.Not to forget,I was in Info System & Multimedia class where they teach me about computers operations again!Douhhh..The subject were meant for the business student yg konon buta IT kot.haha..N yeah,I think I saw Nabil eh?papela..but I’m glad n to be thankful than enough that I get to pursue my degree for Bachelor of Business Management (Hons) Marketing with Multimedia.Thank you to Ayah,family n friends who’s been giving me support throughout my journey of being a student.Lap u all.Doakan aku ya.Mwuah.

Assalamualaikum

Love,

Amelia-san

Kau dan Keparat June 8, 2008

Dikala hujan yg baru turun pada waktu senja, tiada sape2 dirumah.Tatkala itulah kau meninggalkan aku. Kau pergi tanpa tinggalkan pesan. Aku keluar hanya sebentar untuk menghantar makcik2 ku pulang Singapura melalui highway Batu Tiga. Kenapa? Aku xlayan kau dengan baik ke? Or aku jarang bermain dengan kau sehari dua ni. Dan kau pergi bersama die si setan keparat tu. Aku sumpah HARAMkan kau pergi dengan dia. Tiada siapa boleh menyentuh kau selain aku. Aku pohon pada Dia agar kau pulang ke pangkuan aku walaupun aku tahu, mungkin kau tidak akan kembali lagi. Meskipun aku sudah menghantar orang mencari mu dan si keparat itu,tapi tiada kesan atau bukti yang bisa membuatkan aku bertemu dengan kau semula.Dimana pun kau berada,kau tetap menjadi pilihan hati aku sampai mati.Selamat tinggal Toshi.

Rewind 2008 June 8, 2008

5 month has passing me by with lots of dramas and tragic,ahaa!!To make it short and easy to read,I distribute it into following months.

January,2008

Enjoying a great and wonderful time in Munich,Germany for new year celebration with my sister. Still,finish jalan2 and some shopping in Dubai and Abu Dhabi. Load of FYP task waiting for me at home.Yaiks!Can’t seem to enjoy much. I arrived from AUH-KUL on 12th January 2008. Hello New ME!

February,2008

Participating with team members on Interim presentation for FYP and continuing on the system development. My very 1st meet up with housemates, attended by Sis Aimy,Cheah,Fiqa and Safri.Went for bowling.Still,struggling for FYP system.Learning to become a good nanny and cooker. Undergo my right eye operation.It’s bloody painful!!!

March,2008

Nothing much.I’m still working on FYP documentation and ‘thingy’.I missed my chance to break the queue for Baskin Robbins 31% discount every 31st of the month.

April,2008

Celebrating Amer’s 18th birthday at TGI and yeah!going on and on,Shah Alam right to Shamelin yet to Seremban for FYP development process. Headed back to Malacca campus for Final presentation and Alhamdulillah it went well even though a big incident happened.

May,2008

Finalizing the whole documentation and submit them for hard cover binding. Meanwhile,busy with daily routine.

Old Body and *Updated Soul May 29, 2008

Seriously, I missed my time doing this whole blogging activity even though I haven’t much write quite number of post. My internet connection has been down since ages and I even reported to TM for 8 times, changing to new router and it never really work out,not at all.It was 5months ago I went for loner trip to quite places. Covered England,Germany and UAE and I enormously proud of myself for being independent traveler.It was my first flight ever in the history and yeah,got on Etihad Airways baby!!!I found myself calm during my journey where the different situation taught me a lot on how to be self dependent. I know it’s been huge drama going on ever since my return where I physically and emotionally changed,but it wasn’t on purpose.I feel like I’m struggling a lot to face every challenge in my past and I just wish I could make a difference to myself.I don’t want to be someone who is deeply in pain,I refuse to believe in what they said and I wanted to make my own decision without having people around to talk much about my life AND it’s killing me to not let go all my frustration and disappointment towards everybody that I cared so much and ITS BECAUSE I don’t want them to be hurt!!I pray to God for calmness. I wanted ‘a new me’ to become a better person and able to control my emotion towards things that I’ll be facing in future.For the presence, I’m thankful more than enough to think that I’m in better place. I’m surrounded with good hearted friends,caring family member and people who knows me well. I want this entry to become one of my little out loud expression.Is it even a word. Hehe. I’m glad that I’m survived. At least, blogging can be my optional getaway to let it all out without being too self emotional about it. and yeah,still learning on how to blog like others,jealousy strikes me like thunder to see how well they could write!*sigh*

Currently I’m listening to - System of a Down - Lonely Day

and so I’m back again! January 17, 2008

It was hell d very long trip I’ve ever been in foreign country.Very d broken yea?I promised someone to upload some photos on my trip to S’pore but I’m just gonna put some of the photos la.Very lazy to organize.I’m so bored here in Dubai,I mean.No friends,no community at all,diff temperature,no family members and of course,no MALAYSIAN FOOD which I was dying for.While everybody away from town,I’m sitting in this lazy chair try to brainstorm as much as I can.Seyes bosan if u r alone.All alone with no credit,timing lain,friendlist susah on9.Huwaaa,pendek kata,I miss Malaysia,tanahairku.Unlike other country,I still prefer n chose Malaysia.Mwuahhh!!!

Holiday!!Holiday!! December 10, 2007

Finally,the time has come.I’m so freaky excited to go to Singapore with my sister,my brother,my cousin,my aunt and it’s like a family trip once in awhile.Wait wait!!!My trip begin today,yepeee!!I accidentally going to Malacca today with Zul and Farah to meet our darling busuk Madam Iffa.dead meat if she hear this.hehe She’s cool.Da ngandung ke blom die tuh.Then,I’ll be staying there for two nights,hoping to meet Kak Aimy,Ecah,Erin,Mimie,Syuk,Za8,Nodee ke,hehe and my close buddy and evybody lahhhh.After my stay at Malacca,going back home to meet yayang pulak.Since I’m gonna leave him like almost a month yet we haven’t been going out since last month so..like yahhh..I’m gonna meet him on Friday then the next day leave KUL for Singapore.The story is not finish yet.to be cont.

11/12/07-13/12/07 Going to get tickets and away to Malacca

p/s:To evybody who read this,I sudah naik 1pound.ayoyoyo.but I’m happy.=)

The Influence of Birth Order December 4, 2007

Today I did the above test and I found the result is 80% suits me well. This is one of the result

Disadvantages of Being a Middle Child

Low Self-Esteem

Middle children are usually not showered with attention as most eldest children are. In addition, middle children are generally not spoiled by their parents as youngest children have a tendency to be. This relative lack of parental attention can cause some middle children to feel neglected in which I always do and under appreciated, which can frequently lead to lower self-esteem.

Your possible perception of not being as important or cared for as your siblings may make you feel neglected and even unworthy. You may find yourself feeling especially sensitive to what others think about you, which may make you feel sad. If somebody says something negative about you, you have a tendency to think about it repeatedly. Chances are, you do not like when people focus their attention on you. It is possible that others tell you that you have a tendency to be negative and irrational. However, you may view yourself as a realistic person, who sees things as they are.

2 Days B4 and After Raya!! December 3, 2007

I know that this entry has been ages to be post,but NAK JUGAKK!!hehe..Sadly on last hari raya,we didn’t get chance to celebrate Hari Raya with kakak because she had to operate flight on the 1st hari raya bodohnye,org2 di etihad kasik cuti kat kafir2 1st raya,bengong! However,good news that my sister had to operate KUL flight or Kuala Lumpur on the 1st hari raya,so she”ll or she arrived at KLIA around 3pm and yeahhhh she celebrated raya with us on the 2nd Syawal.And so we meet up at Kampung Nyalas where we bersalam salaman and bermaaf-maafan <<cewah..I didn’t took a lot of my own picture during raya b’coz I was assigned to be the snapper. On that night,we gather around with cousins to play bunga api and mercun. The happiness didn’t last til tommorow that my sister had to return Abu Dhabi.Haish..and so tinggala me and siblings at kampung. So here are some pictures that I took 2days b4 n after raya!

2days before raya at berbuka puasa at Ou

2nd Syawal at Kampung Nyalas

from left(front):my cousins muiz,azim,amer”my bro”,

from left(back):syaidah,miera”my sis” and zana

 

Having fun like a 15 year old kid,I’m so young at hearts.B-)